Fade to Grey - Lyrics

Lost

Lost and alone in a world where everyone turns around,

And nothing stays the same, when everyone starts to fade to grey.

 

Over the years I tried to be the person I used to be.

But fear, doubt, and worries have lead my day.

Now I'm losing sleep and the ground beneath my feet. 

Please forgive me for being so weak.

I was selfish and broken without any love or trust.

 

I try my best to be a better man but I'm sitting here with the bottle in my hand.

 

Lost and alone in a world where everyone turns around,

And nothing stays the same, when everyone starts to fade to grey.

 

Now I stand with my back against the wall, without knowing where to go.

 

I'm begging on my knees, to find comfort with myself.

But the clock is ticking, I sink my head.

It's a circle I canít escape.


Dear Love (feat. David Reversionists)

I canít explain what's going on in my mind.

I'm still lying to myself pretending everything's alright. 

Please be honest when you say I will stay. 

I canít realize what you've done, my hope ist gone.

 

Left behind with a knife in my back. 

 

I canít get you out of my head. I tried, tried so hard.

Pain is a never ending story. 

It makes you feel you canít go on living.

 

After some time I found comfort in my loneliness.

 

Living without you feels like hell.

You're not here but I feel your warmth.

Darling, always remember,

I'll be there for you.

You said it will be the same, but we both know it's the end.

It's the fucking end.

 

Now I'm alone and everyone carries on. Everyone carries on. 

 

Living without you feels like hell.

You're not here but I feel your warmth.

Darling, always remember,

I'll be there for you.

I'll be there.

I'll be there.

 

I wish I could live without you, but I know I canít.


Emptiness

Now ten years with these voices in my head. 

They tell me I'm a wreck.

I'm a wreck.

 

I've lost my track.

And I feel this pain.

I feel so hollow.

I'm afraid of what will follow.

I feel so low and fade so slow.

I feel so low and fade so slow.

 

Wake up in an empty home.

And try not to feel alone.

I canít deny it anymore.

But this is not the life I'm living for. 

 

Emptiness is a burden and it bears my name. 

And I try to forget my past, but I hope every breath would be my last.

Every night it's the same, sleepless again.

I sit in the middle of the room, not knowing what to do.

I'm lost with all my questions and how I am supposed to carry on,

When my purpose in life is gone?

It's fucking gone.

 

Emptiness is a burden and it bears my name. 

And I try to forget my past, but I hope every breath would be my last.

 

Every day I fake a new smile just for family and friends.

It feels like water in my lungs and I canít save myself from drowning.


Stray

Your hands around my neck, and It feels like a rope.

I'm begging for your help, but you left me with my thoughts alone

Step by step I try to escape. 

Like a fucking rat, like a fucking stray.

 

I'll bite my tounge and close my eyes. 

I'm on my knees with a focused mind.

I'd pull myself a teeth just to keep my head quiet.

And I try to stay, but the truth is: I slowly fade away.

Step by step I try to escape. 

Like a fucking rat, like a fucking stray.

 

I'll bite my tounge and close my eyes. 

I'm on my knees with a focused mind.


Special Thanks to Bartek, Julian, Rachel & Ron for supporting us with our gang vocals!

Grown Bitter

Hold me close, don't let me drown.

Don't leave me here on my own.

Hold me close, don't let me drown.

 

The nights are getting harder, I try to sleep. 

I put my head under the cold white sheets.

And I pray for anything, that keeps my thoughts from spinning.

But if I close my eyes, it's only you I see in my mind.

And I promise it's the only time that I feel fine.

 

I was a broken man, shattered into pieces 

before you came along and reassembled me. 

 

Hold me close, don't let me drown.

Don't leave me here on my own.

Hold me close, don't let me drown.

You gave me the strength to carry on, not to face this all alone.

You took my hand and brought me home, you promised me I'm never alone.

You built a shelter for my soul, that has grown bitter so long ago. 

But when I'm with you it's the only time that I feel fine. 

 

I was a broken man, shattered into pieces 

before you came along and reassembled me. 

 

Hold me close, don't let me drown.

Don't leave me here on my own.

Hold me close, don't let me drown.

Don't leave me here on my own.